9 months I’ve left China! How do I feel ?
Dernière mise à jour : 2 nov. 2020
I thought I would have needed a time for adaptation…
I thought I would have had moments of lack…
I thought my life would be shaken…
And none of these happened!
No jetlag from China to France…
No feeling of lack…
No need for adaptation…
A sincere joy:
to be with my family
to see my friends from France and China also
to be back to my roots
to breathe my childhood air
to speak and write most of the time in the language I like so much : French
And… nice surprises…!
In a joyful and smooth way, I encountered all the activities I was practicing in China:
Taiji, Qi Dance, Qigong, Meditation, NonViolent Communication, Sarbacana.
And I’ve kept the link with my masters, my mates, my connection with parks and I don’t really feel separation. On top of that, I keep on meeting new beautiful souls…

Why this ‘transition’ had been so simple and fluent?
I think that « when it is time » to leave, 时间到了(shi jian dao le), the adventures continue naturally and there is no regret, no doubt…
I can now see that all these years in China definitely allowed me to realize myself, to understand better myself, to assert myself in what I’ve always been: ME.
“Drop the idea of becoming someone because you are already a masterpiece. You cannot be improved. You have only to come to it, to know it, to realize it.” Osho
Today I profoundly feel rich and fulfilled from the inside so whatever the place or the moment; I will always be with this ‘me’ who feels rich and fulfilled.
« The only Zen you find on the tops of mountains is the Zen you bring there. » Robert Pirsig
I knew this quote intellectually but today, I’m living it! I’ve brought with me all my experience, my savoir-faire, my savoir-être, my vitality, my sense of responsibilities, and above all, my Joy for Life!